Gongchan♡

So it's finally his birthday. 

I admit, I haven't been paying much attention to him or B1A4 lately. But this doesn't mean I've stopped loving them altogether. I can't just say stop and stop, after all, I've spent the most time on them. Feelings don't fade so easily. I've gone through so much with this boy here. At the same time, he too, went through so much. On this very day, he was born. Blessed with his good looks, his sweet smile and a beautiful personality, he was able to stand on stage and realized his dream. I thank his parents for giving birth to this sweet, sweet, sweet child. I thank them again for letting him stand on stage, allowing him to shine, shine brighter than the stars and finally, letting me meet him. After meeting him, it was as if I'm on an emotional roller coaster. One moment I'm smiling, the next second I'm crying then I'm screaming. But I've never once regretted being a fan of him. No matter how tired I am, no matter how upset I am, he never fails to cheer me up with his witty acts, his stupidity, his kindness. He's the pillar of my strength. And in return, I'll be the pillar of his strength that will always support him in any circumstances. He's just like a star, even though he's so far away, I can still see him shining brightly. He will never fade, he will only glow brighter and brighter. His solo stage on Amazing con, that's the proof that he'll continue shining, because he have never given up hopes. He have improved so much, this just shows how much he have worked hard. I'm so proud of him and will always be. He have never disappoint me, I wouldn't ask for more because he have already given me so much, much more than I'd imagine. He's the brightest star in my sky, he's irreplaceable. I'll always support him and the boys and also their music. Happy birthday. Thank you for everything. And i love you, you know that right? 보고싶다

i typed this in advance, and i know it's not yet 12am in Singapore, but i have school tomorrow.

and i know i've used this pic/gif a lot but i love the gongchan over here, don't you? plain white tee, big, bright smile, on the bed. oh well, see you soon gongchan, but 438 is too much, you're not coming are you? come another time, and make sure it's a solo concert (: