So I can't sleep right now and it's currently 3:34am. I've been tossing and turning for a while now, worrying about my results and whatnot. And I'm hungry. Most importantly, I miss B1A4. Because I'm so awake, I decided to watch my fancams of them during BNO. Then I started tearing which is a bad thing considering how scary that might be since it's in the middle of the night...morning whatever. To make things worse, I went on to watch their departure video. I died there and this is my spirit typing this now. I started crying and now I can't stop. It's been 3 months since I last saw them and the memories are still fresh in my mind. Now I can't stop thinking about them and I have to wake up at 9am, dear lord. I really miss his hands..... Okay creepy, I know. But really, I do. The image of him mouthing my name is still so vivid, I really- sigh, I miss him so badly. I hope I can see him next month, provided the world won't end on Friday. And provided if I can live through my results. Well Gongchan, I miss you, I hope you still remember me. I hate you.