I really miss those days. I miss last April. When everything and everyone was perfectly fine. When they look so clueless and cute. When they laughed and smiled without a care. I can see a change in Gongchan's attitude after that
incident. From that day onwards, I couldn't look at him the same way like I did. When I see him on stage now,
it hurts. Seeing him jumping and bouncing on stage, it's just not the same anymore. It makes me think how he kept everything in and decided to go with Baby Goodnight promotions. How he kept it from his hyungs and when they found out, he cried so badly that the hyungs don't have the heart to scold him anymore. He was so foolish to take those painkillers to lessen the pain.
Gongchan, why? I know you didn't want to say it out because you don't want anyone to be worried but... Sigh, I give up on you. Although you're alright now, it still worries me, what if it acts up again?
What if it starts hurting again? You're busy promoting and practicing, please take care of yourself. You're big enough right? Don't act tough you idiot. You're just a kid. I love you, I always will. Please take good care of yourself. I really don't know what the company is thinking.. Making a third mini album while you have concerts to prepare for. You'll hang in there right? Don't fall. You choose this path yourself so don't ever give up halfway. Your reward will be sweet. You worked hard for it, I'm sure you'll achieved what you want. I hope you'll get 1st place with this album, even if you don't, I still will love and support you. The teasers looks great and I'm sure the songs will be great too. Gongchan ah, fighting!
I N T H E W I N D
Well Jinyoung's and Baro's teasers are up. Check it out. The melody is great, especially Baro's in my opinion. Maybe because its a piano... It's really soothing and this is probably my favourite teaser ever. They look like princes in the woods. Really looking forward for the other three's teasers. Tried To Walk
Jinyoung's
Baro's