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일기장 Dear Diary,



Sunday, 4 November 2012
Five things

Five things I'm scared of:
1) Ghosts [who doesn't? don't judge]
2) Bugs
3) Blood
4) Heights
5) Pain
Five things I love:
1) Music
2) Photography
3) Family & Friends
4) 오빠들
5) sweet and cheesy quotes
Five things I hate:
1) Rudeness
2) Dirt
3) Hypocrites
4) -
5) -
Top 5 biases
1) Gongchan
2) Luhan
2) Kyungsoo
4) IU
5) Jiae
Five colours:
1) Pink
2) Black
3) White
4) Silver
5) Grey
Five food:
1) 小龙包
2) 삼겁살
3) Sushi
4) Sashimi
5) 라면
5) Steak
Five drinks:
1) Coke
2) Pepsi
3) Milo
4) Chocolate Milk
5) Bubble tea
Five movies:
1) Paradise kiss
2) Step Up
3) Spirited Away
4) Pitch Perfect
5) The Hotel For Dogs
Five dramas:
1) 家好月圆
2) 真爱找麻烦
3) 海派甜心
4) Baker King, Kim Takgu
5) My Girlfriend is a Gumiho
Five songs[i have more than 5...]:
1) B1A4 - Only one
2) B1A4 - 웃어봐
2) EXO - Baby Don't Cry
4) EXO - 너의 세상으로/你的世界
5) SHINee - Romantic
Five things I have to leave house with:
1) iPhone
2) iTouch
3) Wallet
4) Polaroid cam
5) -
Five adorable things I like:
1) Rilakkuma
2) Alpaca dolls
3) Gummy bears
4) Kris' drawings
5) Adorable things
Five sports:
1) Ice Skating
2) Cycling
3) Swimming
4) Captains' Ball
5) Roller Blading
Are we done yet?
Five things I like about a 남자:
1) Must be a happy virus
2) Looks good with a backwards cap
3) Honest & Loyal
4) Cute & shy
5) Funny
Five books:
1) Twilight
2) Between
3) Some Girls Are
4) -
5) -
Five Things:
1) Sleep
2) Eat
3) 오빠
4) Music
5) Photography
Five quotes:
1) "no matter how hard life is, i'll continue smiling like an idiot" - Park Chanyeol
2) "I'd have no regrets dying on stage" - Kim Jongin
3) "I'd rather bend than break" - Kim Jongin
4) "sometimes people run because they need to know if someone will follow" - unknown
5) "even if things don't lasts forever, it's trying to make it lasts that matters" - Unknown
Five random sweet confessions:
1) "what if I get so fat you won't be able to carry me anymore?"
"Then I'll get as fat and we can roll around together."
2) "to me, you are really something that I can't function without"
3) "Promise me that you'll ask me to marry you."
"Only on one condition"
"What's that?"
"Promise to say 'yes'."
4) "if one day everyone in this world turn their backs against you, I will stand up and turn my back against the world"
5) "I would rather see you smiling than me smiling"
5) "I never knew what love was until I met you"

About me
I'm sixteen but very childish. I don't act my age and I don't look my age. Mainly because I'm short fun-sized. I'm sixteen but actually I'm five. I tell lame jokes and laugh at them myself. I love to laugh and smile, overall, I'm quite a cheerful person. But I cry very often because I'm such a loser that I cry reading fanfics and watching dramas. I can even cry hearing a sad song, that is, if I understand the lyrics and it's relevant to me. When something sad happens, I'll be down for the entire day. I'll be like a walking zombie and I'll have a gloomy cloud over my head. Unless you can make me smile again, don't come near me during those days because I'm so emotional and I'll cry all over you. But those days are quite rare. And if I get pissed off, don't come near me, you have been warned. I don't want to go ape shit at innocent people. I'll be having a black face the whole day if I'm really angry at something or someone. If I'm angry at you, it'll be obvious because I'll definitely ignore you like the kid I am. I absolutely hates lies and hypocrites. If you want to stay friends me, you better not be one. You better be an honest chap or you're a goner. Oh unless you can easily lie your way through me, then I guess I'll let you live... Maybe. I can easily tell who's lying and who's not. I know who are the ones I can trust and till today, I can still count them with one hand. It's pretty depressing but it's the truth. I rarely trust people and if you're one of them, it just means I really like you as a friend. If you're good to me, I will too. If you hate me, of course I don't go hating on you too. I'll probably find out why do you hate me and if it's reasonable then okay, but if it's unreasonable, I only have one thing to tell you, "you have a sad life.". I treat everyone nicely if they don't have an attitude that I hate. If you're really princessy and wants everything to go your way, I'm sorry, we can't be friends and you better stay far away from me. Not being rude here but I can't stand people like this. I usually do aegyo to my really close friends and I'm an awkward turtle. I'm quiet around strangers and I'm only crazy lively around my close friends. When you first know me, you'll think I'm weird and ... strange. Because I'll keep really quiet like the awkward turtle I am and I'll only speak if you asked me questions. But don't worry though, I'll slowly warm up to you sooner or later. If I hang out with you often, I'll show you the real me, if we hardly meet and all but still talk through texts or twitter then I'll be less awkward when we meet up but if we don't meet and don't talk and suddenly one day we meet up, I'll be that awkward turtle all over again. I try my best to be friendly all the time but everytime, it will turn out less friendly than everyone else. So usually I'll just sit around and wait till someone kind befriends me. I feel insecure when I'm alone, I hate going anywhere myself, really. I'm pretty shy and sometimes I just like being alone. I'm really just a average girl who comes with a lot of other complicated things. If you want to be friends, it's either you have to be really friendly or you just have to make me like you. I love to laugh, I love to smile, really I do. But life is hard and these comes really rarely nowadays. I may look cold but really, I'm just scared. I hate it when people I love leave me one by one so maybe that's why it's hard for me to trust someone. It hurts less when they leave without all your trust. My reactions are usually slow, everyone I knows says that about me. "OMG you're so slow" "you're 10000x slower than Shinwoo" "even a snail is faster than you" yup, you can say I'm 3 beats slower than the rest. I don't know, I tried to fix it but I guess it's in my blood??? I'm always late, i tried leaving my house early but it always end up failing. I guess i can't fix this... People say when I laugh, I make 2 ponytails and do all sorts of crazy things when I'm high. I found out that it's all true. I make people laugh when I'm laughing so hard I made 2 ponytails. Yup, I'm weird like that. Sigh. My friends all think I'm slow and weird, and that is also one weird combination. But nonetheless, I love my friends, I really don't know what I'll become without all of them. I treasure every single friendships and I absolutely hates friendship problems. It's to an extreme hate. If our bond is strong enough, none of that would happen, if it's not strong, it's just really sad y'know? I love my family. I love music and photography. These are the things I want to pursue in life and maybe fashion too. But these are hard to achieve and I'm thinking if maybe I should give up. I'm really interested in these and I think I want to hold on to them for a little while. I love, love, love singing in the showers. Of course when no one is there to hear me. I love dancing but I can't dance. My biggest regret would be not learning to dance and picking up a musical instrument when I was younger. I think I'll bring these regrets to my grave. I love travelling, and I love staying at hotels. Of course not cheapo ones like motels. I like hotels with a really great view and a big pool. Countries I would love to visit before I die would definitely be: Seoul, Japan, Paris, Taiwan and New York. I love Singapore though, I'm proud to be a Singaporean. I love Kpop music. I love the Korean culture where everyone is respectful and I love Korean food. Ballads over pop anytime for me. I like guys who look good wearing a cap backwards/sideways. Don't you think they look really cute? I love taking the aeroplane. I get really awkward when I meet idols because I rarely see them, how do people talk so easily with them? I can't and I would just stand there and stare at their perfectness. I'm a calm person...except sometimes. I love watching movies. I love watching dramas and sometimes I'm really a home person. I can stay home the whole day surfing the net or stay in bed. I can watch dramas for the whole day like an ahjumma. I'm actually a couch potato. I love reading in my free time but I can't study for nuts. I hate math and science, I'm actually more of a language person. I think I have no creativity. And I'm a sucker for Yixing's dimples. I'll drop dead at Gongchan's eye smile and aegyo. He's so cute I really want to squish him to bits and pieces. I love Luhan's voice, he sounds like an angel when he sings. Kyungsoo's voice is one of my favourites too. Kris... He really needs a singing part. I like Kim jongin, truthfully, he is my ideal type but I'm trying not to fall so hard for him. I'm a sucker for sad stuff. I cry at sad endings for movies, dramas, fanfics, anything. And it doesn't mean just tearing up, it's something much, much, much ugly worse. I'll bawl like a baby and probably think of it till I'm happy all over again. I really love sweet quotes and all that boys say. I'll just marry them there and then. I love cheesy stuff but not so cheesy. I can melt at sweet and romantic stuff. I love sweets and chocolates, snacks to be exact. I love to cook but I'm not good at it. I love pastries and all but I can't bake which kinda suck. I bought an oven but it's still lying there in my storeroom. I laugh like there's no tomorrow when I'm watching variety shows. I hate boring stuff, like a lot. I hate tofu. I love to sleep in. I hate rainy days, it makes me sad too. I like to fantasize of my life next time. I like to imagine how will waking up to a face you love every morning feels like. I am really bad at cheering people up. When they are feeling negative, i tell them that they have to be positive. But I'm not even positive myself. I love taking selcas when im bored. I love taking photos because afterall, all that's left are the photographs and memories right? I want to think that I'm kind but sometimes, i come off really rude and mean. I love shopping but im always broke. I hate attending schools. I hate exams. Everyone loves ice cream and so do I. Fanfics are part of my life. I'm always on Twitter unless I'm sleeping or out with people. I love pretty edits on Tumblr and i save those images till I have no more memory on my phone. i love photoshop but i sucked at it. I prefer cold to hot. If im eating alone, i have to watch something while eating. I would like to have pink hair one day. I get jealous really easily. I... There's many other things about me, but for now, I'm done. Bye.

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여자Samantha

only one♡


Samantha박지해, 21/05/96
" you are special because God created you "
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