Am I really contented with the things I already have and got? I should be isn't it. How am I ever going to let him go? I've been living everyday thinking about him non-stop. When will I stop? I honestly don't know. When that one day comes, where I stopped thinking about him for the entire day... That's when it's time to let go. To drop him to forget about him and let him go... But for now.. He brings me happiness that I never got. He brings me happiness that I've never felt for a long, long time. This is why I kept holding on to him, to them. Because honestly, they are the reason why I keep smiling everyday. It hurts to chase them everywhere, everyday. They give me indescribable heartache and tears. But at the same time, I'm really very glad I met them, those five idiots I've learnt to love for the past year or so. I don't regret and never will regret loving them. I know I have to move on sometime later but for now, just let me hold onto this small happiness for a while...