I really don't know how long I can tolerate this anymore. I really just want to end this once and for all. I just want to end my life. My miserable life. My very, very, very miserable life.
God, I must have set fire on the entire village in my previous life to deserve all this, right? What wrong did I do to deserve all this? What did I do? All I wish for is a happy family. Why? Why won't you just grant this small wish from me? Why? I should just end my life right now, there's just no more reasons for me to continue living anymore. There's just nothing pressing me to live on anymore. Nothing.
Why is my happy virus not here yet? I really need one right now. Just make me smile again won't you? I just want to smile my entire life and not drown in salty tears. I just want to have a happy and meaningful life, it's just that simple. But why is it so hard to achieve such a simple goal...
God, just take my life away right now okay?