11 days
I looked at him, "What kind of face?" I asked.
"You look lifeless for days! Come on, we need to be back and we need you." said Baro hyung coming out of no where.
Sandeul hyung nodded, "I don't know hyung........"
"Forget her....... I know I'm harsh but a man have to be strong Chan-ah, believe hyung." said Jinyoung behind me , tapping my back.
[FLASHBACK]
It was another day where Gongchan walked around on the streets with Jihae, when he still have a crush on Jiyoon.
"Hae-ah...."
"Hmm?" said Jihae.
"What if.... When I go back to Korea...... The hyungs doesn't want me?" he told her.
Jihae looked down and think of that possibility and saw Gongchan being so helpless.
Jihae tapped his back, "Don't worry.... No matter what happen believe in your hyung....... Believe me..." she said.
Then she earned Gongchan's smile, "You are right."
Then they walked together.
[FLASHBACK END]
"She told me to believe the hyungs when Jiyoon doubted you guys....." I looked down.
"How could I be so blind...." I started sobbing.
The members hugged me.
I'm living my life in so many regrets..... How do I turn back time?
Heyyyyyy~ It's only next Friday. Kill me now? I can freaking see Gongchanshik again after so long. How long has it been? Today actually marks the 5th month since I last saw them in Malaysia! Omg, i can finally see them again after 5 months T_T I just want to hug him and never let go.. He'll eventually leave after the event.. Sigh, and the cycle starts all over again. Crying, moaning, missing him all over again. Stupid guy. Why must you come? If you don't... You'll never leave. I'll not have withdrawal symptoms but if you dont, I'll just be really disappointed and sad... so what's the difference. URGH WHY DO I EVEN LIKE YOU T_T Go away. I hate you I love you so freaking much you idiot.
