It’s your birthday
again.
As you get more and
more popular, it also means you'll get more and more haters. Seeing you smile
every day, it actually hurts. Hurtful comments comes up every other day and I'm
sure you've seen them, I've always wondered, how do you actually get over them?
Do you even get over them? But you'll always put up a smile every day, how do
you actually do that..?
I never knew I'll try
so hard to get to understand someone that's of a completely different world
from me but something tells me that in this world, there won’t be a second
person who’ll make me feel like this except you. When I first saw you, I never
knew I’ll fall so deep. You came and settled yourself comfortably in my heart
and refused to leave since then.
If I wasn’t your fan?
There’s no ‘if’, we can never turn back time, even if we could, I’ll still
choose to like you and be your fan. Fangirling, everyone says it’s a
waste of money, a waste of time. But you’re laughing so brightly, how can it
ever be a waste of time? Although I was too late to participate in your past,
I’ll walk with you in your years to come.
Crying and laughing
because of you, letting you affect my mood so easily, isn’t it a little silly?
Even if I seem silly, seeing you grow every day, seeing your smile every day,
there’s no regrets at all. You’ll always be worth it.
I love debut Jongin
the most. Even though he seemed silly and stupid (he still is), an idol’s debut
era is the most precious. As time goes by, you lose some things along the way
and some which you can never get them back. For example, your childishness and
naivety. And I’m willing to exchange my whole life for ten years of your
childishness and naivety.
Jongin, to me, he’s
still a kid. No matter how charismatic he seems on stage, it all shatters when
he’s off stage. Well to me, Kai and Jongin is two very different people. Kai is
a mask Jongin wears whenever he’s on stage. Jongin… Jongin is what he
really is. That kid with the goofy smile, that kid whose eyes turn into little
crescents, that kid who cries. The only similarity between Kai and Jongin is
that, they are very, very, very hard-working. He’s not very handsome, if I
throw him into a sea of people, you might not find him. His character is also
nothing special, he looks cold but when he smiles, he’s like a kid. Sometimes
he looks really stupid, he gets scared easily, when he’s mad, he likes to glare
at people, but when he dances, he uses his whole heart to dance, he works hard
to perfect every step, he don’t say it out when he’s injured, he bears the pain
quietly, but the look on his face says everything. He looks like he doesn’t
care at all but he cares more than anyone else. Although he’s not perfect, he’s
not very special, but there’s one thing that is enough to make me like him
forever, do you know what that is? It’s because he’s Kim Jongin. Because he’s
Kim Jongin, I can definitely find him in a sea of people, because he’s Kim
Jongin, everything he does is cute to me. Although he’s not the very best,
he’ll always be one in a million in my eyes.
“I think one of the
main reasons why I was able to debut in EXO-K was because I thoroughly enjoy
what I do as opposed to just work hard at it.”
One of the reasons why
I love Jongin is because of his passion for dance. Like he said, he enjoys
dancing. To him, dancing is his life. When he dances, he glows. I never want
dance to be just a job to him. I want him to dance because he wants to, because
he loves to and not because his job requires him to.
“Q: What do you think
is needed to be a charismatic man?Kai: Someone who is
filled with enthusiasm towards their work or what they’re doing, a person who
does their utmost best to do something!Q: What type of men do
you find easiest to admire?Kai: Men who are very
enthusiastic about their jobs!”
You, Jongin, is a man
admired by many others.
"Everyone goes
through hardships and there are so many difficulties in life. I know at such a
young age that life isn’t gonna be easy. I might be shaken, and I know that
there will be times when I want to give up, but I’m not going to break apart.
I’m not going to give up and I’m going to strive on even stronger.”
Kim Jongin will never
break apart.
I’m not your one and
only but I can’t do without you. People asked why I love you so much, I can
only answer, “Because it’s you, because it’s me.” I’m not your friend or
family, but you’re more precious than anything because in this whole world,
there is only one of you, how can I not treasure you? I might not be able
to enter your world but you’re my whole world. I can’t do much for you but if
you want, and if I have, I’ll do anything for you.
Happy birthday Jongin.
I wish you a more successful year than 2013. I love you.
Credit for the
quotes: taekai ♚
I was already lonely as fuck
But you just had to leave as well
#happyXingday
每次看到哥的照片时，不知不觉，嘴角就会上扬。因为哥总是那么亲切，那么温柔地笑着。最喜欢的就是哥的酒窝，每次都想戳一戳。哥散发出一种很温柔的气息，让我注意到你和其他成员的不同。哥以后的女朋友一定很幸运哦。
每次看到你那么努力，那么用心地在台上表演，虽然受伤也坚持把舞完美地跳完，我真的很心疼你。你这样真的只会让我们更担心，更想去守护你这个在凡间的天使。小天使在凡间要好好藏着你的翅膀哦。呵呵
我很喜欢哥的声音，是我在EXO里最喜欢的声音。每次一有新歌出来，我就会去听，去找你唱的部分。不知道为什么，你的声音就是能治愈我，舒解我。当我不开心时，你的声音就会让我有勇气再笑。生气的时候，你的声音就会让我平静下来。可能是因为你有这个能力，公司才会给你设定了'治愈独角兽'的职位吧，因为你真的能治愈人哦。所以哥，谢谢你有那么美丽动听的嗓音。
我总是会跟朋友说：＂你知道吗，张艺兴很温柔耶！＂
朋友就会笑我傻，说：＂你都不认识他们，可能他其实并不那么温柔呢？＂
想想，也对，我不该把我想看到的你全放在你身上对吧？可是我还是很坚持地相信，哥你肯定是个大好人。那些我看到的确实是事实，也真的确实发生过，你那样子照顾成员，那样子照顾粉丝，我真的确确实实看到了。可是哥，你总是乖巧地让我心疼。
哥真的很有创作的能力，你创作过的，我都有听，最喜欢的就是 '眼泪机场' 了。我很期待以后专辑里会有哥自己的创作。你会越来越棒的！我永远支持你！
哥被夸跳舞很好，不是第一次了吧？应该有很多粉丝跟你这样说。我同样的也觉得，哥跳起舞来，真的跟平常很不一样。就像是换了个人，气势也变了。我很喜欢这样的张艺兴，因为我知道你是因为喜欢而继续跳舞的。哥，要永远都跳舞哦，不要为了工作而跳，要因为喜欢，因为跳舞会让你开心，所以你才跳，好吗？不要跟舞打架哦。但是也要劝你不要跳太久，我怕你腰疼ㅠㅠ 也不要受伤了，要！休！息！也多喝水。。呵呵呵
哥，生日快乐。天使今天要好好休息哦，因为平常那么善良地帮助人，是该好好休息了〜 呵呵！
Gongchan♡
So it's finally his birthday.
I admit, I haven't been paying much attention to him or B1A4 lately. But this doesn't mean I've stopped loving them altogether. I can't just say stop and stop, after all, I've spent the most time on them. Feelings don't fade so easily. I've gone through so much with this boy here. At the same time, he too, went through so much. On this very day, he was born. Blessed with his good looks, his sweet smile and a beautiful personality, he was able to stand on stage and realized his dream. I thank his parents for giving birth to this sweet, sweet, sweet child. I thank them again for letting him stand on stage, allowing him to shine, shine brighter than the stars and finally, letting me meet him. After meeting him, it was as if I'm on an emotional roller coaster. One moment I'm smiling, the next second I'm crying then I'm screaming. But I've never once regretted being a fan of him. No matter how tired I am, no matter how upset I am, he never fails to cheer me up with his witty acts, his stupidity, his kindness. He's the pillar of my strength. And in return, I'll be the pillar of his strength that will always support him in any circumstances. He's just like a star, even though he's so far away, I can still see him shining brightly. He will never fade, he will only glow brighter and brighter. His solo stage on Amazing con, that's the proof that he'll continue shining, because he have never given up hopes. He have improved so much, this just shows how much he have worked hard. I'm so proud of him and will always be. He have never disappoint me, I wouldn't ask for more because he have already given me so much, much more than I'd imagine. He's the brightest star in my sky, he's irreplaceable. I'll always support him and the boys and also their music. Happy birthday. Thank you for everything. And i love you, you know that right? 보고싶다
i typed this in advance, and i know it's not yet 12am in Singapore, but i have school tomorrow.
and i know i've used this pic/gif a lot but i love the gongchan over here, don't you? plain white tee, big, bright smile, on the bed. oh well, see you soon gongchan, but 438 is too much, you're not coming are you? come another time, and make sure it's a solo concert (:
I can watch him dance forever.
he never does things for attention.
钟仁呐，这是你应得的。
不要躲着偷偷掉眼泪，
你这样，我们会心疼的。
你的努力，我们都看到了。
别哭了好吗？赢了就该笑。
好好地跟成员们庆祝吧，
恭喜你得到了第一个第一。
#2ndB1A4day
So two years have passed. Time really flies. It was like as if they have just debuted yesterday with 'O.K'. But no, they already have 5 Korea albums(
Lets Fly, it B1A4, B1A4 I Ignition, B1A4 I Ignition Repackaged and In The Wind), 3 Japan albums(
Beautiful Target, Oyasumi Goodnight and 1) and already held 6 solo concerts in Korea and Japan altogether. In these 2 years, I have watched them grow and perhaps, changed. Being a loyal fan for a long time, you will gradually realize that the person's appearance wouldn't matter overtime or rather, it is the personality that does. Please don't only look at their looks, please don't neglect their warmth and kindness. Don't take their kindness for granted. With many groups debuting these days, it is like a market place with many selections until you find the right one that suits you most. When times like this, what I usually witness is, "I used to like B1A4, but now I like xx instead." Doesn't it feel like a group of kids being abandoned? Yes, and I understand this very well. So for the fans who still like B1A4, love them as much as you can for yet another day, sincerely. You never know when you'll be touched by another group or start clapping for another group. So take this opportunity while you're still thinking of them wholeheartedly, to love them for yet another day. Too many people have once liked B1A4 but have moved on to being a fan of someone else. To some, it might be an act of betrayal but I have no comments, just a satisfying feeling that I'm still protecting something precious. We as fans are like the guardian angels of these kids, we are the bunch of people that understands them the most, we are people that hold them in our palms fearing that they will fall.
Truthfully, regarding the question, "Why do you like B1A4, ", I've pondered for a long time. There are many outstanding and lovable groups in the industry. However, upon circulating around these groups, I appear in front of B1A4 again. In fact, they are not the most outstanding and neither is their personalities the cutest. Never-ending. This is the feeling that B1A4 gives me. The happiness they brings or even the pain, they flow endlessly. I would like to say that B1A4 are actually just like us, they face struggles and troubles everyday, they get tired just like us, they get impatient just like us, they are someone who discusses pretty girls with each other, playing games, playing scissors paper stone, and they might even be dating just like normal people. However, these are the real them, and it's because of these truths that I've fallen for them. In the future, they would have to walk longer roads and if you can't accept them for who they are, how will you continue walking this road down by their sides? Please be understanding, please protect them more and please be strong for them.
Lastly, I hope all the fans that still like B1A4 today, please continue walking this road by their sides with them and love them sincerely.
Happy Birthday Kim Jongin
